Writing is not cathartic, even though its feeling of release is present; it is not enlightening, however, it provokes critical thinking; it is not, above all, entertaining, nonetheless it transports you. I write in order to rationalize interiority, to catch emic experiences with a net. Everything, however, revolves and remains inside.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
An evangelical pastor preaches to more than half a million people at the city’s central park, for free. Under thousands upon thousands of frantic and skeptical stares, he promises -he knows- that this country will soon be blessed with peace and prosperity. The following day, Sunday, three soccer fans are murdered at different matches. Violence between gangs of opposite teams.
Policemen go after evidence, lagging behind. The State claims it is a tragedy, quickly dismissing it as three isolated incidents. More: Punitive measures for the team clubs, promises to double law-enforcement officials for the following weekend. Soccer players lament. Relatives demand justice. Reporters add and neglect.
The pastor keeps up with his agenda and by now he has already flown to another country. He does not devote a sentence to those deaths, or any death, here or anywhere else.
But the common people, the kidneys of the country, they ponder. Some question why this should happen after the pastor made such a contrasting promise. Some diagram conclusions based on a couple of connections and interpret them as a sign of: Something.
Others, the ones we are being punished for, infer not without sarcasm that the three murdered attendees must have not been Believers. Out of this last group, the one we are being punished for, a few join the evangelical movement a couple of months later. And others disappear.
Lay all your cards in front of me
Deal with the quake when it actually shakes you
Catch a breath to think
Perpetual the aiming of the shot
Shooting down every other dream
Of peacefully sinking into normalcy
Quake after quake…
You say I’m the one making things difficult
I’d rather crash than be all worries and weaves
You say I’m the one making this difficult
Won’t be pulled into your worries and weaves
How can you twill the circles in which we live?
Only fate can knit such intricate things
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So dry is my skin in the peak of the summer
Great Plains run adrift to surrender my knuckles
So deft is the force that swallows our passions
If the point never gets anywhere
Life like a lover
Leaves no corpse
Life like a lover:
Off, like a lover
You'll be counting fish by the time I decide to
Let go of the twirl
Sunday, March 30, 2008
The ground we trail has four our feet on
But you decide which flower to grow
No wonder your favorite plant is the cactus
Like them you never strip your leaves
Spines that shade you from the sun
They protect you from water-seeking animals
These are leftovers, boy
So get me a good one
These are leftovers, boy
Go get me a better one
In the course of conversation sexual tension
Begins to build up signals float across the room
In fear of loom they prefer to splash pretty
soon nothing is clear and what was near is lost to the crash .
Gardener, I’m the soil you tread upon
Stop acting stupid please be
Careful where you sink the shovel
Removeremove, you would
Pick off the root from the nerve Or quizá estoy over reaccionando...
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Sometimes you’re a prick, you know?
You don’t give me enough time to grow
Our days, they don’t go by slowly anymore
Like when in my youth
(how cruel of you)
Have you pulled another of your tricks?
Leaving a rare beam of sunshine on my lips
That I can’t taste because it gets dark and I fall asleep
And who knows what you plot while I sleep…
- Steady beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat.
And while we dance, eat, or drink,
Make love, read a poem, play pelota, or sing,
You keep count on the measures of everything
And you accumulate forever,
Not keeping track of anything,
Collecting incessantly, like
Rag pickers in their bunny bags,
Is this too your way to survive?
But that wouldn’t make my heart weep
If it weren’t because you inevitably steal
My idea of making life a permanent dream
No matter what I do, stupid or crucial,
Worthy or worthless,
To you quality is
- Just a tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick.
It is me who sets your presence in motion,
Don't forget that
When under my breath I bridle a cry, weep panic to sleep.
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