Writing is not cathartic, even though its feeling of release is present; it is not enlightening, however, it provokes critical thinking; it is not, above all, entertaining, nonetheless it transports you. I write in order to rationalize interiority, to catch emic experiences with a net. Everything, however, revolves and remains inside.

Showing posts with label Questions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Questions. Show all posts

Sunday, March 30, 2008

These are leftovers.

Gardener, you forget that I struggle every time I’m with you
The ground we trail has four our feet on

But you decide which flower to grow

No wonder your favorite plant is the cactus
Like them you never strip your leaves
Spines that shade you from the sun

They protect you from water-seeking animals


Like me


These are leftovers, boy
So
get me a good one
These are leftovers, boy

Go get me a better one


In the course of conversation sexual tension

Begins to build up
signals float across the room
In fear of loom
they prefer to splash pretty
soon nothing is clear and what was near
is lost to the crash .


Gardener, I’m the soil you tread upon

Stop acting stupid please
be
Careful where you sink the shovel

Removeremove, you would
Pick off the root from the nerve
Or quizá estoy over reaccionando...

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Prick (draft)


Sometimes you’re a prick, you know?
You don’t give me enough time to grow
Our days, they don’t go by slowly anymore
Like when in my youth
(how cruel of you)

Have you pulled another of your tricks?
Leaving a rare beam of sunshine on my lips
That I can’t taste because it gets dark and I fall asleep
And who knows what you plot while I sleep…

- Steady beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat.

And while we dance, eat, or drink,
Make love, read a poem, play pelota, or sing,
You keep count on the measures of everything
And you accumulate forever,
Not keeping track of anything,
Collecting incessantly, like
Rag pickers in their bunny bags,
Is this too your way to survive?

But that wouldn’t make my heart weep
If it weren’t because you inevitably steal
My idea of making life a permanent dream
No matter what I do, stupid or crucial,
Worthy or worthless,
To you quality is

- Just a tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick.

Untamable one,
It is me who sets your presence in motion,
Don't forget that
When under my breath I bridle a cry, weep panic to sleep.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Sad

Who is the sun shining for if we are all locked up in schools, offices, homes and prisions?

If it speaks to you...